I am happy today for some reason...even though tomorrow is THE day. Ladies, you know what I mean. ;-)
Thursday, January 19, 2006
I love her...REALLY, I DO!!
And can you believe? I didn't have to crop this one at all. That's a first! Whoever took it didn't realize it hadn't actually been taken. C'est la vie!
I am happy today for some reason...even though tomorrow is THE day. Ladies, you know what I mean. ;-)
I am happy today for some reason...even though tomorrow is THE day. Ladies, you know what I mean. ;-)
Friday, January 13, 2006
You know what I hate more than anything?
LIARS.
And it appears as though someone has been lying to me a good bit lately. That's a good way to burn a bridge with me, and if that's the goal, this someone doesn't have to go about it so pathetically.
I'm just sayin'.
And it appears as though someone has been lying to me a good bit lately. That's a good way to burn a bridge with me, and if that's the goal, this someone doesn't have to go about it so pathetically.
I'm just sayin'.
Thursday, January 12, 2006
Tuesday, January 10, 2006
The mind is a wandering thing...
My head's been all over the place lately, but Elaine's "Cockblocking" entry really got me thinking. Why do girls have to be such bitches to one another? Why does it all have to be one big competition of who can get the most attention? Why do so many of you have to dominate conversations, talking about nothing really, to make yourself seem somehow better than others? I am sick of it, seriously. As my comment to Elaine's entry said, I have spent the last few months trying to convince people, mostly girls, that they can't always believe what they hear about another person. They are called RUMORS, yet so many of "us" take it as the God's honest truth and spend months, perhaps years, thinking negatively of someone because they heard that so and so was a whore, ho, whatever, and slept with so and so, and blah blah blah. And now, because I convinced them to give so and so another try, they try to make themselves sound like they have all of a sudden realized that you can't make such brash judgments, and that you can't always believe what you've heard? Ugh. I'm over it.
And you know something else? SO WHAT IF SO AND SO has slept with "so many" people!! Why is it any of your FUCKING business? And to those who keep the rumor mill going? Give it up already, we've all been out of junior high school for some time now.
I've always said that this blog wasn't going to be used to passive aggressively confront people, and I am sure that some will think that is what I am doing... It's not. This is directed at soooo many people, most of whom will never see this.
Ciao.
And you know something else? SO WHAT IF SO AND SO has slept with "so many" people!! Why is it any of your FUCKING business? And to those who keep the rumor mill going? Give it up already, we've all been out of junior high school for some time now.
I've always said that this blog wasn't going to be used to passive aggressively confront people, and I am sure that some will think that is what I am doing... It's not. This is directed at soooo many people, most of whom will never see this.
Ciao.
Riley wins!!
Cutest baby EVER that is. She's one of my best friend's kids. They teach, er, I mean, "consult" in Lima, Peru so I only get to see them once, or if I am lucky, twice a year. I took these last night. This is one HAPPY kid. Except when dressing or undressing.... Hmmmm.
I could eat her up!
I could eat her up!
Thursday, January 05, 2006
In need of a Pedi...
If I have one done this week, I'll post a pic of pretty toes. Until then, you'll have to deal with un-pedicured toes suspended over Galveston Bay.
HHNT!
It seems some of the rules of HNT have been forgotten....you must either be IN the picture, or you must be the person that TOOK the picture. Makes it a little more challenging to come up with "original" material.
HHNT!
It seems some of the rules of HNT have been forgotten....you must either be IN the picture, or you must be the person that TOOK the picture. Makes it a little more challenging to come up with "original" material.
Tuesday, January 03, 2006
My weekend...
in pictures.
Friday we started early at Pappadeaux's for bar appetizers and beer. No pics though. Then, when Jamie got to town we went to "Barefoot Tina's". What an adventure. I am pretty sure the people in that place had never encountered someone with all of their teeth, much less 6 people with great smiles!
So, Renee's floozie coozie was a HUGE hit, by the women AND the men!
Pretty much a GREAT weekend!
Friday we started early at Pappadeaux's for bar appetizers and beer. No pics though. Then, when Jamie got to town we went to "Barefoot Tina's". What an adventure. I am pretty sure the people in that place had never encountered someone with all of their teeth, much less 6 people with great smiles!
So, Renee's floozie coozie was a HUGE hit, by the women AND the men!
Next it was on to Texas Saloon to watch my friend Gary play. One word about this place-WOW.
Oh, and the DJ is a TOTAL DICK.
Here's my friend Gary...
And here is Country Disco Dancing Barby (yes, I know it's Barbie, but NOT at Texas Saloon)
Jamie decides she has to dance with Billy Joe Shaver...
So Saturday was NYE and we decided to attend the Bay House (my landlord's) party and watch the old folks get drunk. (that's mi madre in the middle)
We went sailing on Sunday. It was a perfect day!
These birds just happened to be lined up on those pilings! I love this picture.
This is my mom and her boyfriend (the owner of the boat).
This is called "Wing on Wing".
All the boats heading in after a great day on Galveston bay!
Pretty much a GREAT weekend!
Thursday, December 22, 2005
Tuesday, December 20, 2005
Music. It cures what ails you.
Or is that ales you? Maybe I have beer on the brain.
But seriously.
I have always loved music, and music of ALL kinds. Just look at my CD collection. You'll find some country, some rap, some pop, some sappy cry in your beer stuff, some Christian, some oldies, some stuff that really doesn't fit into any of the aforementioned genres, and some (not nearly enough) Texas music. My collection has been called eclectic by some, ridiculous by others, but that's me. And there are so many that I should get rid of, but it won't happen. CDs are just something I can't part with. I've still got cassettes, I can't listen to them as I don't have a tape player, but if I did, I would probably pop one in every now and then. You know, we could all use a little Tiffany every now and then. Yeah, that's right, I still have a Tiffany tape, and some GoGos, too.
Anyways, the real purpose of this entry was to thank those of you who have introduced me to some music that I may not have ever been introduced to. I mean, I've been listening to Pat, Cory, Roger, REK, and some of the "older" Texas musicians for a few years, but Galley has opened my eyes to a whole other dimension of music, and for that, I am forever grateful. I wrote in a Christmas card to someone something along the lines of, "Thanks for Galleywinter. It's saved my life." And I mean that, from the very tips of my tiny toes to the wery top of my not so tiny head (Yeah, I know you thought I was going to say not so tiny something else's. Get it outta the gutter ;-)). This time a year ago, my life consisted of going to work, and going home. Weekends were spent in bed in agonizing pain, with no insurance to find out what the problem was, or prescription drug coverage for things such as Rx strength Ibuprofin, or my newfound love, Vicoprofin. Yes, I know I sound like some drug head, but when you are in constant pain, day in and day out, you do what you have to do to function. I keep getting sidetracked, so stay with me...this could be a long bumpy road. So, I finally got insurance last February, went to a Dr who had NO interest in diagnosing me, just wanted to put a band-aid on the problem for a while. That didn't work. Next Dr. By that point I had gotten smart and started keeping a pain journal (www.endofacts.com) and handed it to him (first male "that kind of" Dr I had ever been to) when he walked into the office for the consultation and proceeded to bawl my eyes out while he read it (his reaction makes me tear up to this day). He handed me a box of tissues, put his hand on my leg and said, "I am so sorry you have been going through this. It looks like you've got a textbook case of endometriosis, I don't think I need to examine you, but I will just to be certain and then we will schedule you for a laparoscopy for next week". And he did. I had surgery, pelviscopy with laser of endo to be technical, on April 15, 2005. Before the surgery he was expecting Stage 1 endo, he found stage 3. It was completely covering my left ovary, and was all over the anterior, posterior and left lateral edge of my uterus. The surgery was a little more involved than he was expecting. I had 6 weeks of post-operative,let's call them "issues", which was to be expected. Then I had 2 whole PAIN FREE weeks. That was amazing. I had had some sort of pain on a daily basis for the past 2 and a half years, with a host of other issues that endometriosis brings about. Exactly 2 weeks after my first pain free day I thought the pain in the area of my right ovary was just ovulation (they call it Middleschmertz, mid-cycle pain, which ironically enough is what I had been diagnosed with when I was 18, turns out that pain was actually caused by the endo) so I let it ride for 2 days until I couldn't stand it anymore. I called the office and the nurse got me in the next morning. The exam revealed some not so great news. There was a 99% chance that I had an endometrial adhesion forming on my right ovary which was totally clear just 8 weeks prior to that exam during surgery. See, the tricky thing about endo is that they can go in and do surgery and remove everything they can see, but there can still be adhesions/lesions just under the surface that they can't see, and then they suddenly break through and start causing problems.
Wow, this is way more than I planned on writing about the details, but it's really helpful for me to talk about it, people don't like to hear it, but it's a huge part of my life now. So just deal.
At this point I am basically back to where I was a year ago, except now I know which foods trigger the inflammatory response so I try to stay away from them as much as possible, and when I don't, Dr. Korman has given me some great drugs to help me through it!
The difference between this year, and last year, is that I WON'T let it rule my life, and now I have something and SOME PEOPLE who make me want to leave my cave and enjoy music that has CHANGED MY LIFE. And some of the people I speak of, they have changed my life as well. I used to be very judgmental. I would think things of people just because of the way they acted or because of things that I heard about them. I don't do that anymore, at least I try my very hardest not to. I try to give everyone I meet the benefit of the doubt. And I have been surprised. Boy, have I been surprised. My life has been changed more in the last 9 months than I ever dreamed possible, and that is truly amazing.
So thank you. Thank you especially to all those crazy chicks who have crazy little sayings, but who make me smile from ear to ear everytime they say one of them.
You will never know....you saved my life.
And I love you.
And I mean it.
I really mean it.
Disclaimer-sorry about the typos, I'll proof it when I'm not blind.
But seriously.
I have always loved music, and music of ALL kinds. Just look at my CD collection. You'll find some country, some rap, some pop, some sappy cry in your beer stuff, some Christian, some oldies, some stuff that really doesn't fit into any of the aforementioned genres, and some (not nearly enough) Texas music. My collection has been called eclectic by some, ridiculous by others, but that's me. And there are so many that I should get rid of, but it won't happen. CDs are just something I can't part with. I've still got cassettes, I can't listen to them as I don't have a tape player, but if I did, I would probably pop one in every now and then. You know, we could all use a little Tiffany every now and then. Yeah, that's right, I still have a Tiffany tape, and some GoGos, too.
Anyways, the real purpose of this entry was to thank those of you who have introduced me to some music that I may not have ever been introduced to. I mean, I've been listening to Pat, Cory, Roger, REK, and some of the "older" Texas musicians for a few years, but Galley has opened my eyes to a whole other dimension of music, and for that, I am forever grateful. I wrote in a Christmas card to someone something along the lines of, "Thanks for Galleywinter. It's saved my life." And I mean that, from the very tips of my tiny toes to the wery top of my not so tiny head (Yeah, I know you thought I was going to say not so tiny something else's. Get it outta the gutter ;-)). This time a year ago, my life consisted of going to work, and going home. Weekends were spent in bed in agonizing pain, with no insurance to find out what the problem was, or prescription drug coverage for things such as Rx strength Ibuprofin, or my newfound love, Vicoprofin. Yes, I know I sound like some drug head, but when you are in constant pain, day in and day out, you do what you have to do to function. I keep getting sidetracked, so stay with me...this could be a long bumpy road. So, I finally got insurance last February, went to a Dr who had NO interest in diagnosing me, just wanted to put a band-aid on the problem for a while. That didn't work. Next Dr. By that point I had gotten smart and started keeping a pain journal (www.endofacts.com) and handed it to him (first male "that kind of" Dr I had ever been to) when he walked into the office for the consultation and proceeded to bawl my eyes out while he read it (his reaction makes me tear up to this day). He handed me a box of tissues, put his hand on my leg and said, "I am so sorry you have been going through this. It looks like you've got a textbook case of endometriosis, I don't think I need to examine you, but I will just to be certain and then we will schedule you for a laparoscopy for next week". And he did. I had surgery, pelviscopy with laser of endo to be technical, on April 15, 2005. Before the surgery he was expecting Stage 1 endo, he found stage 3. It was completely covering my left ovary, and was all over the anterior, posterior and left lateral edge of my uterus. The surgery was a little more involved than he was expecting. I had 6 weeks of post-operative,let's call them "issues", which was to be expected. Then I had 2 whole PAIN FREE weeks. That was amazing. I had had some sort of pain on a daily basis for the past 2 and a half years, with a host of other issues that endometriosis brings about. Exactly 2 weeks after my first pain free day I thought the pain in the area of my right ovary was just ovulation (they call it Middleschmertz, mid-cycle pain, which ironically enough is what I had been diagnosed with when I was 18, turns out that pain was actually caused by the endo) so I let it ride for 2 days until I couldn't stand it anymore. I called the office and the nurse got me in the next morning. The exam revealed some not so great news. There was a 99% chance that I had an endometrial adhesion forming on my right ovary which was totally clear just 8 weeks prior to that exam during surgery. See, the tricky thing about endo is that they can go in and do surgery and remove everything they can see, but there can still be adhesions/lesions just under the surface that they can't see, and then they suddenly break through and start causing problems.
Wow, this is way more than I planned on writing about the details, but it's really helpful for me to talk about it, people don't like to hear it, but it's a huge part of my life now. So just deal.
At this point I am basically back to where I was a year ago, except now I know which foods trigger the inflammatory response so I try to stay away from them as much as possible, and when I don't, Dr. Korman has given me some great drugs to help me through it!
The difference between this year, and last year, is that I WON'T let it rule my life, and now I have something and SOME PEOPLE who make me want to leave my cave and enjoy music that has CHANGED MY LIFE. And some of the people I speak of, they have changed my life as well. I used to be very judgmental. I would think things of people just because of the way they acted or because of things that I heard about them. I don't do that anymore, at least I try my very hardest not to. I try to give everyone I meet the benefit of the doubt. And I have been surprised. Boy, have I been surprised. My life has been changed more in the last 9 months than I ever dreamed possible, and that is truly amazing.
So thank you. Thank you especially to all those crazy chicks who have crazy little sayings, but who make me smile from ear to ear everytime they say one of them.
You will never know....you saved my life.
And I love you.
And I mean it.
I really mean it.
Disclaimer-sorry about the typos, I'll proof it when I'm not blind.
Thursday, December 15, 2005
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